Friday, November 27, 2009

some things are unexpected
and the way you react to them
speaks volumes of the way
you approach your life

some things are truly amazing,
touch you in unexpected ways
change your life to the extent that
your approach changes

some things you look forward to
in ways you never expected
and when the possibility is taken away
it affirms how much it truly meant

some things inspire you
to go beyond yourself
and to grow into a person
you never thought you were

some things are unconditional
come from the heart
are ongoing, undying
and you can expect to outlast

some things are frozen in time...

Monday, November 23, 2009

alrighty then....

Ok so i'v taken possibly my longest break yet from posting anything here. If only i could spend some of the time I spend IM'ing, writing here instead... While I HAVE been doing some writing, it has been in quite a different format than this and quite surely needs to be edited before any thought of publishing can happen...unless I want people to know my deepest darkest thoughts...haha

Life? Since my last post things have been up and down, busy, not so busy, lazy, hectic, fun, challenging in every way possible. How tired can one person be mentally (and emotionally)? Seems I am on the ultimate quest to answer that. Doesn't help to flip the pages of the calender and look at the different images at the top of the page reminding you of the seasons going by, while you are stuck laboring at the same tasks forever.

Once again, soccer has been the haven providing some sanity and normalcy in my life. Another Fall season, another group of new people to get to know, new teams to coach, new parents to navigate, girls making me laugh, having silly practices, the great goals, the not-so-great games, and the new team I got to play on, yep I gotta keep playing too! Try to have my own bit of fun!

So keep pressing on, even though theres that something thats missing, gotta keep looking for that bit of enjoyment wherever it might come from. Its the only way to do it!